Overdue Notebook

[mathwithpower]

[for texts and public missives and other]

Comments

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[mathwithpower]

Well when you die. If there is some kinda afterlife. Which I think is kinda lame but ok. It doesn't really matter how old you were when you died, right?

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[cursecorrect]

According to who...?

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[mathwithpower]

Well it'd be stupid, right? You think the afterlife is full of old assholes punished for living too long by having to be geriatric in the afterlife too?

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[cursecorrect]

I don't think there's an afterlife at all.

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[mathwithpower]

I didn't either but then what was I dreamin' about?

1/2

[cursecorrect]

Isn't it a common cliché? Even I found myself thinking about our high school days as I was dying.

[gold 🏫 charm]

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[cursecorrect]

... Come on, seriously?

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[mathwithpower]

[hee hee]

Wo~w gold. So sappy, Suguru.

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[cursecorrect]

It's nothing deep.

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[mathwithpower]

Maybe it's got somethin' to do with last thoughts, then.

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[cursecorrect]

Aren't you overthinking it too much?

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[mathwithpower]

There's gotta be some reason.

But sure, that isn't really my point. My point is. I don't think it's meaningless that we both ended up here looking like this.

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[cursecorrect]

That whole thing about second chances?

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[mathwithpower]

Maybe.

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[cursecorrect]

Sounds like you're thinking of something else.

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[mathwithpower]

Eeeeehnnn not really. Maybe? I haven't decided.

I just think, maybe it's easier. To be here with you looking like this, than any other combination. Eh, 'easier' isn't right. Maybe 'it makes the most sense'.

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[cursecorrect]

Easier like this than looking our actual ages?

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[mathwithpower]

Not like it would've been hard the other way.

But it'd be different.

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[cursecorrect]

Awkward?

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[mathwithpower]

[points at him in that 'oh yeah, that!' way]

Kinda awkward.

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[cursecorrect]

I feel the opposite way.

[+1 gold heart charm]

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[cursecorrect]

[and now he's choking on his water fuck]

1/3

[mathwithpower]

[blinks and peers at his charm. how do i interpret this]

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[mathwithpower]

[math lady]

Re: [Private Missive: Suguru]

[mathwithpower]

This is cuz I was even hotter at 29, isn't it?